life, behavior, hallucination

Independent, why must i be independent?
why can't i just be dependent for a while, just a while...
i just need a shoulder to lean on,
to recharge my battery.
Is that a criminal too?
all i need now is just someone who i can talk to and a shoulder to lean on,
but nah.. i was never given a chance.
mom's advice are filling up the space in my head,
my head is so painful now, feel like exploding.
i know, studies are very important and it will always comes first no matter what.
but i am not a machine, even a machine needs to recharge their battery, right?
so do i, as a human.
firstly, nothing much on my birth day which i could only get the chance to swim.
and when someone asked me 'how was my birthday?' i don't even know what to answer them...
however, its still the best birthday that i ever had!
thanks to jun shu, ke xin and angel ^^
anyway... i just feel so stressed up.. but i promised my self not to complain anything about my life.
i just can't stand anymore!!!
Part of it is because of monday blues i guess =)
hopefully tomorrow will be a better day ^^

  

my birthday celebration with my friends =)

yo! haha... actually, my birthday is tomorrow and since most of my friends are not free, so i just celebrate with them today. We really had a great time shopping and eating and today i had free lunch from them =) so happy.. haha... free food.. no lah.. that wasn't the main point. The main point here is that we all had fun together and spend time together =) Happy Birthday to me ^^ still got 30 minutes to get older =)
can't wait =)

studies, life in college... exams are over

can't sleep... although its 11pm and i usually be sleeping by now.

but not today...

although exams are now over, but i still have nothing to be happy about...

why?? may be i didn't try hard enough? may be i didn't study much?

but i did tried my best, what do u expect from me?

don't know why, i had been watching tv for like half day. but i still have no reason for me to be happy...

usually, i would be very happy after watching, but just not today.. i still feel very stressful after watching it... my mind is still calling me to go and study... not relax...

Orientation Ball

hehe... the freshie king and queen of the night..

^^

awhhh...

the big family of ausmat.. ^^

but still..

some of them are not in..

everyone sure enjoy themselves during the ball..

love it!! and love them too.. !!

my 1st poem

sometimes even if we tried our best to do it,

it just doesn't worked out like it should be.

sometimes even if we are sad,

we can't really say or cry it out.

time just passes by,

without we noticing.

everything is too late,

when the time comes.