Wednesday, May 26, 2010

Glee is Awesome !!!

just watched GLEE just now! love the ending! love the song =)
just wanted to share this video with u guys ^^
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QcUnFL1AhPw&feature=related
its I am beautiful from Christina Aguillera =)

Tuesday, May 25, 2010

sophisticated feelings and thoughts

nothing much to talk about, but still, there'll be ups and downs in life right?
we can't really expect or plan everything and hope that everything will goes into order.
humans? what are humans actually?
humans are very complicated. don't find them interesting but i sure find them hard to understand, as humans grows up, there's a lot stuff running around in their head cause everything they do, they have to bear the consequences.
But does this apply to love as well? does love need to be think or reconsider?
is races and religion between people that important?
why do some people place race and religion over the person they love?
and humans are cruel as well, they would rather keep their feelings to hurt other people...
may be for some reason, they want to protect their love ones, but they just don't know that this will only leads to more heart broken to the other party.
i don't know why am i carrying out this issue, but i seriously hope that people do take love seriously, and not by hurting people and hurting themselves as well.
 

Friday, May 21, 2010

parents conference yeah...
its just not a good idea after all cause i almost cried actually.. haha
funny right?
who would cry on their parents lecture's day?
i am fine hearing all the comments that had been given by my lecturers,
but there's just one lecturer that i don't like as usual, my eald lecturer.
he just have to talk bout all my other subjects is it?
just don't like the way he do stuff... never did like =P
so what? so what if i just get the CGPA of 1.8?
 i know i need to study, but first, i need a plan right?
and guess what he said today? he said he is going to record everything we said during the speaking!
hate it so much much much!!! where did our privacy gone?
nah.. not gonna talk bout him anymore!
so i have a lot of works to do tomorrow!!!
lets list it out should we?
- biology the wave length of light that affects the number of bacteria in that area
- chemistry - finish the assignment again that lost by my previous lecturer
- read alibrandi (novel)
- write all the chapter reviews for saving francesca
- math's miscellaneous exercise
- study everyday in order to improve my english
- spend at least one hour to study chemistry everyday during the holidays =)
- same goes to biology, maths and psycho ^^

don't know why, i just started to love books =)
just don't like exams...

Monday, May 17, 2010

life, behavior, hallucination

Independent, why must i be independent?
why can't i just be dependent for a while, just a while...
i just need a shoulder to lean on,
to recharge my battery.
Is that a criminal too?
all i need now is just someone who i can talk to and a shoulder to lean on,
but nah.. i was never given a chance.
mom's advice are filling up the space in my head,
my head is so painful now, feel like exploding.
i know, studies are very important and it will always comes first no matter what.
but i am not a machine, even a machine needs to recharge their battery, right?
so do i, as a human.
firstly, nothing much on my birth day which i could only get the chance to swim.
and when someone asked me 'how was my birthday?' i don't even know what to answer them...
however, its still the best birthday that i ever had!
thanks to jun shu, ke xin and angel ^^
anyway... i just feel so stressed up.. but i promised my self not to complain anything about my life.
i just can't stand anymore!!!
Part of it is because of monday blues i guess =)
hopefully tomorrow will be a better day ^^

  

Friday, May 14, 2010

my birthday celebration with my friends =)



yo! haha... actually, my birthday is tomorrow and since most of my friends are not free, so i just celebrate with them today. We really had a great time shopping and eating and today i had free lunch from them =) so happy.. haha... free food.. no lah.. that wasn't the main point. The main point here is that we all had fun together and spend time together =) Happy Birthday to me ^^ still got 30 minutes to get older =)
can't wait =)

Saturday, May 8, 2010

studies, life in college... exams are over

can't sleep... although its 11pm and i usually be sleeping by now.
but not today...
although exams are now over, but i still have nothing to be happy about...
why?? may be i didn't try hard enough? may be i didn't study much?
but i did tried my best, what do u expect from me?
don't know why, i had been watching tv for like half day. but i still have no reason for me to be happy...
usually, i would be very happy after watching, but just not today.. i still feel very stressful after watching it... my mind is still calling me to go and study... not relax...